I'm Blue

Despite all the beauty,
Despite all the charm around,
Why, even then,
This white ashen heart is bound ?
And then among all,
Heartache is the worst, horribly worst.
I have heard,
When you give your heart the highest roar,
It hurts no more, it hurts no more.
But what if one considers pain,
The only gain,
The dearest gain ?
It is okay for it is true.
Yes, I'm blue.